Music

Music is my best friend, my best accompaniment. Music is always there irregardless when i'm moody, i'm down, or i'm happy. In short, music is my life.

I've started learning piano at da age of 4 and after much delays and hardships, i finally gotten my grade 6 certificate during my pre-secondary years. Its quite amusing dat although i've learnt piano for almost 10 years, during dat period, i somehow didn't develop an interest in music. Wat kept me goin on was da thinking dat it would all be wasted after coming so far n quitting it half way. After my grade 6 cert, i noe dat it was impossible for a person who do not have interest in music and has bad finger control to actually continue dis road and I chose 2 stop learning. Surprised enough, it was only after quitting piano dat i start to fell in love with music. Maybe b4 dat i was 2 obsess with daily chores like homework, tuitions, lessons and all like any other kid in my area.

As i grow up, i've faced many obstacles. However, it was my piano dat went through da thick n thin all da time. It made me start 2 think dat not quitting in da 1st place was definitely da rite choice. When in da absence of my piano since i'm, studying away from home, i listen 2 music.
Whether if i'm down, i'm studying, i'm bored, i'm furious, i'm in love, i'm missing love, i'm travelling or so, music n i are inseparable. It certainly helped me went through my breakup when i needed it da most. Since i've gotten my new phone, ppl use to criticize my habit of listening to da headphone 24/7 but little do they noe bout my love for music.

My love for music developed to da extent dat i've even tried to compose songs which got me a chance to have it presented in a concert. Some say my composing sucks, some say dat its a good start, but little do they noe bout da story hidden beneath dis song and its origins. However, it was good experience working with pianist, guitarists, drummer and singers which small amount of ppl get the chance to experience. Anyway, i stopped composing due 2 lack of time but definitely haven't gave up on it.

Now, i have onli 2 dreams on music. 1, to compose a song good enough for an album's ost and 2, to own my own grand piano. Sounds impossible but my dream is 2 make it possible.


- Another post after my 2nd sleepless nite -

I too can be an emo bastard sometimes

Howcome i'm still getting sleepless nites after da FYP craze, i wonder.
Howcome every now n den i still have dreams of wat happened more than half a year ago.
Howcome I'm not da me dat i used 2 be b4.
Howcome 1 + 1 does not equal to 2 in life.
Howcome things dat i like differ from others.
Howcome it wasn't as easy on me.
Howcome i'll stare blankly without a reason n wander away.
Howcome wat i give is not wat i get.

I miss da sunset on bear bear hill.
I miss da dips in da pool in a hot day.
I miss da hugs n kisses every now n den.
I miss da foolish things we did back den.

I fear da looks of others.
I fear da sense of uncertainty.
I fear being placed in small spaces.
I fear failures.

2 much 2 do b4 graduation.
2 much 2 miss after graduation
2 much 2 care in da near distant future
2 much 2 look forward 2 in da new world

2 little time b4 graduation
2 little done during these 4 yrs
2 little achievements to self satisfaction
2 little cares have been given out to da world

I might be an engineer, i might not
I might see u again, i might not
I might earn a fortune, i might not
I might be a better man, i might not

Wateva happens,
I wish u all da best
I wish for da better future
I wish dat these memories stay foreva
I wish there is a connecting line between us all

- nicholas -

Yep, 1 question was changed so dat they can't sue me for copyright.

1.Do you believe in love at first sight?

Not anymore.

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?

Kenny sia and Dawn Yang. 1 for da humour n da other for da beauty.

3.Where is the place that you want to go the most?

Japan

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

Of course to have more dreams come true.

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

Its science dude. Of course i've seen 1, in fact every now n then.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most now?

My conscience.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

Double it in investment, coz if I dun, it'll run out pretty soon.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Depends, but if I do, I'll make sure she feels da same for a win-win situation.

9.List 3 things you'd say to the person who hurt u most.

Dun say sorry, dun say I dunno, and dun lie again.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

To play different roles at different times.

11. What annoy you the most??

Emo bastards.

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or kiss?

Err... can i have both?

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

Point out 2 me, but dat ain't a social norm, at least from where I come from.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

My skills.

15. Will you hate the person who hurts you most?

Its a thin line between hate n luv, because both co-exist.

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?

k810i

17. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?

Probably my optimism, coz it has failed me over n over again.

18. What makes you feel disappointed?

When I'm, lied 2.

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?

Nah, watch "Paycheck for further info.

20.What does your friends labelled you as?

2 many 2 mention, but most of them aren't for da good.